S.P.A.R.K.L.E

O'level Mother Tongue

2011-05-28T23:22:00.000-07:00

Hello to all my readers. (: Okay today's topic is about my O'level Chinese paper that i will be sitting for tomorrow morning. Ohmygosh, the day i have been waiting has "finally arrived", how wonderful. Okay, truthly, millions of thoughts are running through my mind now. I still can't convince myself that I had prepared well enough for tomorrow's big exam. As what my tuition teacher told me, I am definitely lacking in confidence. Of course, I did as many practices as i could, but is it enough? Perhaps i shouldn't be thinking about that right now, considering the fact that TOMORROW is my paper, how ridiculous i am. Never mind, sometimes people just forgot to use their brain right?

Today's assignment: 1)Read sample compositions and revise through the format and ideas.
2)Sleep by 9pm. (I think I'm mad)
3)Check through the things that I have to bring tomorrow 50 times.
Of course, no more studying/reading after 6pm. I must relax~ There's no point to freak out today. (: Just do my best! Come on believe in yourself, that's what I keep telling myself, but sadly, that negative part of me just takes over sometimes. I guess I need someone to give me courage and confidence, just like most teenagers. Okay back to reading now, bye!

SYF, O'levels!

2011-02-18T05:30:00.001-08:00

Hello everyone. It's been a long time since i posted on this blog. in fact, i totally forgot all about it. 0.0 I couldn't even remember creating this blog. Wow, i have such a "great"memory. HAHA. Anyway, i have now come to an important point of my life, which is the wonderful O
'levels! (: "Wow, i seriously can't wait for it to arrive. " Okay just shut up. Most people will say, "Come on, why do you think so negatively?" Maybe they're right, i should ask myself this question more oftenly, " Why do i think so negatively?"

Okay enough crap, lets talk about serious stuffs. For example? I don't know, homework? SYF? Talking about homework, I've been drowned by a pile of amath and emath homework. Suddenly, i realised that it's all about MATH MATH MATH. Although i personally do love math a lot, but sometimes i feel that i i can't manage to do other stuffs because there are too much math homework. Nontheless, what can i do? In the end, the teachers wiill say,"It's for your own good, blablabla."Okay, it's undeniable that it is beneficial for us, but sometimes i just want to shout it out to them, " Can you just give us a break?" Nevermind shut up once again. Sincerely, i do appreciate all my teacher's effort, especially my amath teacher, she cares a lot about our future and our results. Yet, we treated her like some sort of shit. Therefore, i would like to apologize to her on behalf of my class. Sometimes, i do wonder if anyone in my class have similar thoughts as i do. Okayokay, you guys must be bored, talking about school and studies.

Now to change the topic to a whole new level. (: Besides my studies, an important part of my life is also my cca, which is choir. (: Anyone who is close to me will know that i'm extremely committed to my cca. ^.^It's like i'm willing to do anything for it. The reason why i'm so enthusiastic, is because i love singing! i want to improve my voice and sing better. Apparently, my voice really did improve. (: Okay, i'm not showing off here, don't misunderstand me. Actually, i did thought of choosing music as my career but due to my parents sort of "disapproval", my dream career was dismissed. Hence, i've decided to search for another one. However, until now, i still have not succeeded in searching for one. Well, nevermind, my father always tells me that the most important thing is to get the results first. You can do the thinking at the later part. True. I agree. So far, almost 2 months of this year, 2011 has passed and my time is running out. 0.0 That's extremely scary. I'm not joking. My father always reminds me about the time, he keeps saying that i should stop wasting my time, if not i'll REGRET it. AHHH! Why must i be 16? NO! i should say, yes i'm 16! I can finally get to experience the incredible O'levels! If 10 students hear that, i'm sure 9 out of 10 will say, " Have you eaten the wrong medicine today?" And they'll give me the lame look. Fine whatever. I'm just trying to help myself out here. But one thing very saddening is that, before Chinese New Year, i got a grip of the momentum, i yearn to learn and study, but now, what has happened? It's all gone. ZERO. It can be represented by a huge fire, burning at full blast at the start, and even before proceeding to the next stage, it's already gone. How weak! Yes i should scold myself, such weak mindset! How could i let myself crumble to the ground like this? Wake up wake up! Your brain is sleeping! Speaking of brain, i learnt something about it recently. My choir conductress taught us to use our brain to sing, and guess what, everything was in place. 0.0 The pitches, my tone and my face. It just came to me naturally. Don't tell me i have not been using my brain for the past 15 years of my life? How terrible can that be. She also said we should use our brain to study and listen in class, and we would have straight As. I definitely believe her. Hey! How did i lead back to studying again? Oh no, i'm terribly sorry.

I promise i will not talk about studies anymore. PROMISE. Speaking about choir, we're having a concert soon! In about one month's time! I'm terribly afraid and nervous yet excited! Although we still have a lot of things to do, i believe in this choir, i trust we will be able to finish everything by that day. We must have faith! We must persevere through this tough battle! But of course, at the same time, we must enjoy, and that is when we will be able to strive to do our best! Despite all the sweat and tears, i believe we will do well in SYF and the concert. I can't think negatively, or else everything will be just as horrible as it is now. I really hope everyone can just cooperate and put in their hearts and souls in singing! GO CHOIR GO! Okay, i guess i've written a whole lot of things today. It feels really good to type out my heart-felt feelings, so i should do this more often! I still have extra classes tomorrow morning, so i better take a good night's rest in preparation for tomorrow's lessons! I have to use my brain to listen in class! Wish me good luck for the upcoming weeks guys! I hope all is good for you all too! TATA~

Leaving soon!! (:

2010-12-14T01:56:00.000-08:00

Hello guys! I'm about to leave my home in a few hours time! At around 7 pm. (: I'll be back in Singapore after 7 days! (: Melbourne here i come!! I miss my sister so much! Luckily she's coming back next year! Woohoo! She can help me with my O'levels. :D i love you sis! (: And i miss you, here i come! Just wait!^.^

I'm going overseas! (:

2010-12-11T22:18:00.001-08:00

Hello! Today i shall post before starting on my never-ending homework! HAHA! Yesterday i managed to finish one comprehension and composition. (So proud of myself, haha, joking. :D) For today, i'm going to finish revising all the topics that i have learnt for chemistry and physics (3 topics left for each subject! (: ) and i'm going to start on the homework for both subjects! I think i'll be able to finish it. (: Other than these, i'm going to do english too! I hope. :D Maybe i will do one situational writing. :D haha, i'm not sure. I'm just so lazy! >.< My chinese teacher didn't come yesterday so i have tons of chinese homework that i have not done! ): How? And guess what, i'm leaving for Australia this Tuesday. Oh my gosh i'm so dead. Furthermore, when i come back from my trip, i will only be left with 1 week to complete all my homework! I'm so dead. Why did i procrastinate since the start of the holidays? My learning attitude seriously sucks. Well mainly because i have so many cca practices and tuitions that affected me from focusing on my homework. Well anyway, time is rushing out and i have to treasure the time left. So enough chitter-chatter, homework here i come! But of course after i have finished posting! :P

Okay the next thing that I'm going to talk about is the trip to Australia! I'll be leaving this Tuesday (14th ) and i'll be back on the 23th. (: I'll try my best to borrow my sister's laptop and come online! I'll definitely miss my best buds, Abigail and Angeline! So don't worry guys, i'll definitely try my best to contact both of you! I love you guys! ^.^ Of course my other primary best buds, Doris, Xinting and Meifang. HAHA. Anyway i had the time of my life with Doris yesterday! All those good times! (: Well, hope i will be able to meet up the other too gals soon! Of course for the rest of my friends too! CHAO~(: I'll post again when i'm back, and if i can, i'll post pictures too! ^.^ Most of the time, i'm lazy, haha ! But don't worry, the pictures will be on facebook. (: Okay I've spent too much time posting! I shall go do my homework now, see you guys! Till then! (:

Downloading stuff!

2010-11-27T19:21:00.000-08:00

Hello! I'm back! (: I'm currently downloading all the necessary stuffs onto my brother's computer! He re-format the computer for me, and it's like brand new! I'm so happy! Now I don't need to use that slow, lagging laptop of mine! (: These few days, I've been extremely busy! For the past 3 days, I was busy the whole day! On Thursday, I had 3 tuitions! How scary is that? Then on Friday, i had choir from 8-12pm. After that, I stayed back in school till about 3 cause i had a meeting with my teacher and i had to complete my assignment! Even Miss Serene (my school's staff) was like, it's holiday! Haha! I totally agree, but one thing good is that we will not drag our homework till the last week of school! Ain't it good? (: Well, speaking of homework makes me puke! Haha, i feel nauseatic whenever i think of the pile of homework lying on the table, waiting to be done! Oh my gosh, one month of the holidays had already passed! How fast is that? I still have many things to do! NO! I'm in deep trouble. )): Well, i shall not waste anymore time, time is precious! I have to treasure every minute and second of it! (I know i may sound crazy, i am, cause i have learned some precious values from my dear father and I'm going to be like him! ) Okay, I'm going to do some meaningful stuff now, haha! Just kidding! I will post again in the near future! Bye!

Sleepless nights.....

2010-11-20T09:26:00.000-08:00

Hello guys! I'm back, after a long long time! HAHA! Sorry about that.... I don't really have much to post these days. ^^ Anyways, I have bad progress in my homework. )): I have only finished Emath and have only started on Amath today. Never mind! I will work hard! I hope.)): I hate it when i procrastinate, that makes me such a lousy person. ); Forget it, lets not be negative here! Finally i can feel my brain getting tired. I don't know why but these few days, i can't really get to sleep these few nights. Whenever i want to rest, my mind just doesn't want to rest, it keeps going on and on. So when i close my eyes, i just keep thinking of things. It is really frustrating and tiring! I would keep thinking of those unwanted things until i fall asleep, and i would get up extremely tired the next day.... Okay enough chattering, i better stop before i can't stop typing! Anyway, I'm getting tired, so i'll post till here today! Hope i have a good night sleep tonight! (: Sweet dreams!

Holiday homework!

2010-11-11T20:43:00.000-08:00

Hello my friends~ Or rather, my readers!! (: It's been a long long time since I've posted on my blog, so here i am today! Okay enough of the crap, it's been 2 weeks since the start of the holidays, and I'm so enjoying my sleep! Oops, and i think I've gain a whole lot of weight! Oh my gosh, this is very very bad! Okay, one good thing is I've started on my homework, but only math! HAHA! I've only done trigonometry and the textbook questions 10.1-10.4 of course unlike someone* who has attempted all the math homework! Is that crazy or what?! Okay let's not bother about her too much! Anyway, I've been busy these few days on choir stuff, we're singing 20 songs people.0.0 Is that scary or is that scary?! However, surprisingly our we achieved quite a lot, our target was to practice 6 songs in 3 and a 1/2 hours, and we somehow managed to do it! ^^ My group recorded down our part too! I hope they will practice diligently at home! Come on alto,we can do it! (: I'm having extra guitar lessons later too, from 3.30-5.00pm. Then after that i must start my other math homework too! ^^ Okay that's all for today peeps! I'll again! But i won't know when! HAHA!

RESULTS! Exams are finally over, can take a short break now!

2010-10-22T05:51:00.000-07:00

Hello people! I'm back! So lately, i have been resting, trying to relax after a year of studying so hard. Actually that was just an irony. I only started working hard during the second half of the year. For this time's result, i did okay. It was not extremely well or extremely bad except for combine humanities, as usual. But one thing that I'm extremely happy is that i passed English quite well! For the paper itself, i scored a B4! From a fail grade to B4! I think it is because i attended British Council! (: So I'm definitely going to continue this tuition! Well, my results are as follows:

1) English(B4): Paper 1~34/60, Paper 2~30/50, Oral~31/40
2)Chinese(B4): Paper 1~50/70, Paper 2~44/70
3)Amath(A1): Paper 1~51/60, Paper 2~46/60
4)Emath(A1): Paper 1~74/80, Paper 2~54/80
5)Chemistry(B3): Paper 1~26/40, Paper 2~54/80
6)Physics(B4): Paper 1~30/40, Paper 2~44.5/80
7)Geography: Paper~21.5/50
8)Social studies: Section A~5/25, Section B: Not sure yet.

I guess i just have to work harder for my combine humanities. I've decided to use this holiday to brush up my weak parts! I hope i will not slackened and start playing! Of course, I'm going to stuff myself with books! My teacher said before that reading will do wonders, and I'm going to trust her. So reading here i come! I must improve me English at all cost! ^.^ Okay i guess I've nothing much to say anymore, so I'm going to log off now! I'll post again soon! Bye peeps!

School reopen!

2010-09-12T03:15:00.000-07:00

Hello, i'm back after a long long long time. xD Haha sorry blog, for neglecting you! )): I'll try not to in future. HAHA. Okay so today is the end of the short one-week holiday. Yes, there's school tomorrow. Dread. Hmm homework not completed. HAHA and surprisingly i'm not even worried. >.< I think i'm. Well hope i will push myself to do it afterwards. 0.0 Important homework to finish by today: 1) Chemistry paper 2)Physics TYS. Hmm yea thats about it, i've done half of each, so it should not be that difficult completing it. (: Well recently there have been a lot of performances that is happening my my life. Firstly teacher's day, now choir concert. 0.0 OOOO, we're singing 7 songs this time, if you all are interested to know, it will be on this wednesday, 15 september, during the school assembly. Yes we will be performing 2 times, first lower secondary then upper secondary, so i hope you all will enjoy it! If you're in my school, of course. DUH.

Okay moving on, i've been growing long hair for the past 3 years, and guess what I'M FREAKING BORED over it. So after some long decisions, i've decided to cut short hair! (: Hope my friends won't freak out tomorrow morning. 0.0 Truthly, i kind of like it. It was not as terrible as i expected it to be. I actually love it! HAHA. Hee hee. (: Finally no need to care about my hair early in the morning. No need to waste time tying. (: Yay i can sleep 5 minutes later. OKAY i think that last sentence there was redundant. 0.0 Lame much. xD Yea, i'm kinda scared to meet my friends tomorrow. With my new hairstle and all, but i'll still have to let them see in the future. 0.0 If not what, wear a hat? 0.0 What! Thats totally not allowed in my school. (:

Now talking about results, i've done quite well this term, so did abigail (: We both got 5 As! Yeepee! ^^ I shall not be complacent and continue to work harder! (: Yes CHIONG AH! Woohoo. You can do it TSQ! (: Lead your life to the fullest. ^^ But sometimes, laziness just kills everything. Uh, forget it, it can be overcomed! (: Okay i shall not talk too much, anyway my hands are getting tired. xD I'll post again soon! (: Byee peeps!

Getting busy...

2010-08-19T09:08:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, i'm back, after a long long break from blogging. HAHA. Sorry about that though. >.<>.<>.< Well, what to do? Just got to work hard! Anyway, got couple of As for the current tests. HEHE. I shall continue to work hard! (: Smile people! May our lives be blessed! (: TOODLES! (: sweet dreams (:

2010-08-02T05:56:00.000-07:00

Hey guys i'm back! I know it's been a long long time since i posted.. Well it's either i didn't have time to use the computer or i was just too lazy to on it. :D haha. OKay anyway, i've been busy with choir (concert coming, OMG), counsellor, (now starting to prepare for teacher's day), and of course my studies! For my recent tests, so far there are no failures, got Bs and As... Hmm there's a small geography test tomorrow (and i do not even know what it is tested on ) and a SS test this coming thursday. )): Help me mummy, i'm scared! )): I can never do well for my combine humanities. )): AHHHHH. D: SAD. Well, i'm hoping for a B for my physics test and an A1 for my Amath test. So yes, that's my goal. I shall not post too much for now, as i really have nothing much to say. >.< So bye peeps! I'll post when i'm free. (: Tune in like 3 weeks later. :D HAHA.

LIFE:D

2010-07-07T07:03:00.000-07:00

Hey people~ TSQ is backkk once again. (:Sorry that i have not been posting. Just didn't have the time to turn on this laptop. :D Or rather, i was too tired. >.<>.< I'm so envious of her, and her brain, it just works so well, you know, remembering all the stuff. That definitely proves to us that such a tiny brain can store so many things! So we can do it too! It's whether we want to or not. ^^ :D HAHA. I definitely miss the holidays! I miss sleeping late! )): AWWW. Damn it. Nevermind. Okay, talking about today, about choir. The choir was a little cooperative but as usual, their hearts were not there. They tend to lose their focus very very easily! I wish i could just change that.. I need help! I mean the choir needs help.. I'm really very terrified about next year's SYF! DAMN SHIT.

Oh yea, Mrs Whelan has been talking about our one minute goal that we're supposed to come up with, and mine is: To pay 100% attention during all lessons and ask questions when i'm in doubt. Truthly, i think that goal really helped me, so i should continue! Hope it helped the rest of the class. (I don't think so >.<) OKAY i'm tired, i shall turn in now. SEE ya peeps! (:

Success. :D

2010-06-28T07:35:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps!I'm back! The sexy queen. ^^ Nah, just joking. (: Anyway coming back to the topic, now here i am posting! HAHA okay maybe that was lame. >.<>.< )): I want to see her!!!! Anyway, nothing much to post today. xD So i shall continue chatting with her, i'll post again tomorrow peeps! BYE~

Tired. )):

2010-06-25T21:06:00.000-07:00

Hi I'm back to post! (: But It'll be a short post, because I'm going to do homework. I did not complete what i planned to do yesterday. I was too tired. You all must be thinking that I'm not a woman of my words right? == Yes, I'm not. I just could not help myself. But at least i started on my chinese worksheet. So after posting, it'll be homeworking for me. It's the second last day of holiday people! Treasure every minute of it!

HOMEWORK! PROJECT! HOLIDAY GONE!!!! )):

2010-06-25T06:00:00.000-07:00

Hello people! I'm backkkk! (: I have failed to do what i targetted myself to do, which is writing posting everyday, >.< but nevermind, i'll try my best. Remember proper english, i realised that it is not easy to speak proper english after many years of singlish. )): I really regretted using, but i did not realise my mistake until now. Sadly, it can't be helped, but we can improve a little. (: It does not hurt to try. So i'm definitely starting now.

Many things happened these few days, i shall post them to you, its going to be a long post people! Try not to get bored while reading! (:

There was choir on tuesday, from 7.30-5pm. It was really a tiring day, undeniable. Not only was it tiring, it was a bad day too. The choir was not up to standard, their focus was not there, all their pitches were wrong, we didn't complete more then 2 songs. Even the song "Maybe we'll meet again" was not sung properly, and Ms Grace gave up on us. )): I was terribly disappointed with the choir myself. Well mainly we were all shocked, i guess. She suddenly had a change in her teaching style, and we were all reeling from shock. >.< The expectation was that we had to memorize all the pitches of the entire song and she would just name us any section, and we must be able to sing the first pitch or rather, the whole section. It was really scary. It was my first time experiencing this kind of approach, and truthly speaking, i was unable to take up the challenge, i held back. D:
Moreover, i don't really like challenges, like everyone else, you like to stay in your comfort zone. By comfort zone i mean just enjoy singing and have fun. ( Of course the right way of singing) But sometimes it just not appropriate for you to stay in your comfort zone. Therefore it was a long and tiring day, and the choir too were exhausted, they seemed like they have been through a day of fighting. >.< At that time, my mood was destroyed, i was disappointed, depressed and helpless. I simply did not know what to do anymore, how i wished the seniors were here with us to help us solve this problem. But there was not one, but ourselves, we had to challenge back. So after choir, Ms Grace talked to us for a while, discussing about how the day had gone by, what she was satisfied and what she was not. Same for us too, and whether we liked the way she taught the choir etc. Well, mainly these were the things that we discussed. Well as she said:" If i do not do use this method to challenge them now, when shall i do it?" The concert is only about 2 and a half months a way and we have 9 songs to sing. We just have to do it now. Its for the sake of the choir. If not we would just embarrassed ourselves in front of the whole school. ): So that was the what happened on tuesday.

So after what happened, i guess the choir was more serious about this matter. It was a great difference today, the committee and choir were more energetic today, and cooperated well (: We all managed to enjoy and sing the new songs. (: We learned a new song today" Gloria Deo!" Its has a nice melody that helps us remember it better too. (: I like it a lot and i managed to memorize it within 15 minutes? I mean like roughly know the whole song. (: I'm so happy! ^.^ Ms Grace was also satisfied with the choir's performance today. So are we! What added on to it that made the day was the farwell party! It was amazing! Even though some of the seniors did not turn up, we still had a lot of fun. (: But it was a pity that they didn't turn up, they had missed out all the fun!!!!! ))): So we had the games, the food etc. Most importantly the crying session! :D I will definitely miss the seniors a lot, they must come back in future to give us their support. (: THEY MUST! :D HAHA. I was shouting the whole day! My voice is almost hoarse now! xD But it's okay, it's worth it! (:

Now talking about homework, ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so dead! )): I'm still left with physics paper, chemistry TYS, the chemistry mindmap, chinese worksheet, english summary, newspaper article. Oh my gosh, i'm so dead. Okay lets list out what i'm going to accomplish today.

1) Chinese worksheet(Compulsory!)
2) At least find a newspaper article(Compulsory!)
3) Chemistry mindmap(Compulsory!)
4) English summary. ( Maybe)

But i'm afraid that i'll be too tired. )): Okay but the chinese worksheet, i must finish it by today!!! MUST MUST MUST! xD Anyway changed my blogskin, hope you all like it! (: HAHA, i chose it because i like the roads. ^.^ It kind of like an inspiration to me? I hope. (: I'll post again tomorrow, if i have the time, or i even bother to on the laptop. OKAY THEN HOMEWORK TIME!! Okay wait, i shall browse around the net first. :D Until latest 10pm! (: Bye peeps!

Improving my english (:

2010-06-20T09:08:00.001-07:00

Hi people! Today's topic is about improving my english! I've decided to start a new routine. Since some people recommend writing journals so as to improve your english, why not posting on your blogs? As your blog is like a journal, you'll be writing everyday! Of course, you have to use proper english! I think that might improve one's written language. (: As all of you can see, all the posts that i have written on this blog are all full of singlish and improper language. Therefore, i will use proper english to post in future. (: I really hope i can improve my english through this idea! (:

After failing my english paper this mid-year, i've decided that i must work hard! I can't afford to be lazy anymore, or i will regret at the end of the year, or even after o'levels. However, it might be too late by then. ): So why not start now? I hope those who wants to improve their english, will work hard too! There's always a quote saying: " Nothing is easy if you want to succeed in anything you do! " You have to put in the effort, if you want to see progress and success. Hence, do not expect much if you did not put in any effort. However, laziness is the ONE that kills everyone! It often overwhelms us, and drags us down. Nevertheless, one can always overcome that with the right mindset, and strong will that leads us to success.My teachers always remind us that whenever our strong mindset dies, we must think back to where our goal is. Right away, the power and willingness that changes our mindset, will kill the laziness that is about to overwhelm us. That is what most successful people says.

Another word that most of us use to describe our failure is always known as" Procrastination". We are often pulled back by this habit that will defeat us again and again as it constantly overwhelms our whole personality. We keep convincing ourselves that we will do it later, but in the end the job will end up undone. That is when we will regret not doing it earlier, and start regretting later. End up, its too late. We have allowed this horrible habit of us to constantly be a huge rock that blocks our path to success.

So the more we must try to stop this! I believe if we're willing to put in the effort, we will be able to overcome this, and succeed! Thats the end for today, i'll post again tomorrow. (: Bye people!

SO MUCH HW.

2010-06-11T10:11:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps, whats up? SO fast 2 weeks is gone! And left 2 more weeks of holiday! And i only started on math. Wth? LOLS. zzz. so sianz. Damn freaking angry rite now. With someone. Idiot. HE think he big ah? WTH? we muz listen to u ah? Thats nonsense. Just ridiculous. You're not even our senior. zzz. LOLS. stupid ass relationships. It all sucks to the core.

LAZINESS. D:

2010-06-03T04:35:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps. Whats up? Hope your have started on your holiday homework. Well, its been the fourth say since the start of holidays and i have only done amath revision worksheet. DAMN. And i told myself i have to finish all my homework by the end of the first week. WTH? great, you're simply great tay su qing. A complete failure too. >.< Better start working hard! You won't want to fail english again for the the next big exam.): I've let my parents down. Haiz. Where's your sense of responsibility girl? 0.0

So today had choir, mainly me and meijuan were in charge. Sheela was not here, same for tmr. Must be having fun at the camp. (Malacca) Same for illya and fina. (: HOPE they're having loads of fun in the jungle.0.0

I juz wana say sry to him. That i did not put my heart and soul in our **. Im sry kay? i juz couldnt. I know im being unfair, but sry i juz cant. Even though how much i've tried. >.< Fine, just take it that im the bad witch this time. I just dun wana care about anything anymore.

Fun day!

2010-05-29T08:49:00.001-07:00

Hey peeps! Finally the hols are here! YAY! Can sleep! Most importantly. (: So today, me and mummy went to xinting's house to play! So happy that i can meet her.. So we cycled, played bball and talk! Girl's talk! :D Then stayed until about 10.50 then papa came to pick us up. (: ^^ And now here i am posting about wonderful today! Hope we can be great friends for the next 10 years! And dun forget, we'll be here for each other! Always!

I saw your posts and it was obvious that u were trying to imply sth. I knew this wouldnt work out but yet, i still gave u a chance. But i guess it was a wrong choice as it ended giving u more pain. So why do u keep loving me so much? Im juz not worth it kay? Stop treating me so good, i feel so vry guilty u know that?

Sometimes friendship juz sucks, its like i can trust noone in this freaking world. I really mean NOONE. Im seriously bored of my life. Im bored of everything. Why should i even live? Stupid asshole.

Friendship, wat is the real purpose of it? I dun get it nowadays. Jealousy is always the main cause of it. ):

Hols!

2010-05-22T07:52:00.000-07:00

Holidays are coming people! In one week's time! Woohoo! Shiok! Cant wait for it! Gonna do so many things, go out with friends, studying,reading books!! HAHA many people muz be thinking im crazy, ME reading a book? U SURE? haha. Well yea, its true. I failed my english ok? and its a serious problem now. I hope it will help. I dun wana to have a horrible future. >.< So this one month june holiday is gonna be a fruitful one. ( I hope.)or rather it muz be! If not im gonna be deadmeat! Didnt really score well for combine humans. Sianz. Nvm juz work harder girl!you can do it! To xinting: lets work hard together during e june hols! We can do better e next time round! (: JIAYOUS! And its great that now you're living so much happier! Dun keep things to your heart, tell me whenever u want. (: I'll always be here for u! 24/7! Ring me and i'll be there in no time! HEE HEE. ^^

Went out to eat juz now, ate thai food. OMG horrible, its too SOUR, too SWEET, and tooo HOOOTTTT!! siao ah. make me feel so uncomfortable and bloated now. >.< Stupid food. never eating there for the rest of my life. 0.0

FEELING kinda depressed now...

2010-05-19T01:07:00.000-07:00

Got back my results >.< Well sadly, i failed geography... )): I thought u could do well. HAIZ. Well, cuz i didnt know that i had to write so many points so i lost some marks cuz i didnt know that i had to do this and that. And not that i did not know the answer. Nvm dun wan say about this anymore. Some things happened recently. But i dun wan say and cant say, >.< Juz feel like puring out my feelings to someone now.... And i so feel like crying..... ): Sometimes i hate wat love can do to u. Juz hurts me so much. I feel so stupid now. Its like u are sad for a person but he doesnt knows. So wats the point of being saD? Its like you're insignificant in his life. Why would he care so much? So stop dreaming girl. But how i wish i could juz be an important person in his life. Things are juz not working out for me rite now. DAMN IT.

EXAMM RESULTS! ((: )): ^^

2010-05-17T07:23:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, back again. After quite a long time. Nothing much to post so nv update. But now have so here i am! ^^ So got back my SA1 results. Did quite ok. But i don't know all of the results yet.

Physics: overall 51/100 Damn freaking lousy, nvm shall juz work hard the next time round. >.<

Chemistry: 67/100 However some people are juz not happy wif my marks. =.= i cant do well everytime rite? We do meet some obstacles in life. We're not perfect, come on!

Emath: 101/120 (which is 84/100) Well i deproved. KINDA. 0.0)

Amath: 78/80. ^^ supperr happy. (: Although not full marks.>.< muz be humble, Like wat some people say. =.=

Muz work harder for other subject, i know i can do it but juz that im too lazy. >.<
Haiz, and also i love procrastinating. JuZ cant help myself. SIANZ~ hate that stupif work. ASSHOLE. Still got other subjects haven get back like SS, english, chinese and geo. Dun think i'll do well for english and SS. maybe chinese. ((: lets juz hope for the best! Even though i didnt give my best. HAHA. ok shut up.

So tmr gotta reach school early for counsellor meeting. Well ot batch is taking over the counsellor soon. wonder wat will happen 0.0 JUz like choir! AHHH. now pressure is all on us. )): But we'll still have fun! Definitely! woohoo. ^^ k gotta go peeps,bye.

Last paper!! ((:

2010-05-12T22:27:00.000-07:00

HEEELLLOO PEOPLE.... fINALLY GET TO POST STH. Tmr is the last paper. which is amath. Hope i can get the top few again. >.< Juz had tuition wif angeline, and now currently at her house. HEHE. 0.0 So wana wish everyone taking exams tmr gd luck! (: Ltr on gonna have lunch wif angeline and zi en at admiralty. ^^ After exams, gonna playyyyyyy all day long!! WOOHOO. going out sing karaoke, shopping blabla! FUN, gonna miss the leadership camp cuz of my condition. >.< But nvm! Can go out wif my friends~ heehee. Maybe going to sentosa wif my friends and all. Not confirmed. aNYWAY dun think i'll do well for chemistry and physics . Haiz, dun wana drop any subjects so i muz study harder next time! Well, these week was sick so didnt study much. Well, its alr over so cant regret anymore, juz gotta stand up and do better next time! YOU CAN DO IT TSQ~ (: lalala. Going to sing song now WIF AN ZHU LIN. ^^ bye peeps. SEE YA in my next life. ^^ If u can even get there. BUAAAAIIIII.

damn lazy to post! sry guys! :D

2010-04-19T08:06:00.000-07:00

Hello people, been super lazy to post. And its like this blog is totally dead. >.< HAHA. on hiatus. xD nvm. Anyway, my birthday is coming! YEEPEE. Hope the thing that is planned for me will happen! (: HEHE. anyway, if its my birthday, it means its also weixuan's birthday, ^^ and some others i think. Heard from some people, forgot who. 0.0 We shall see how this friday.

OK so damn pissed at someone today. Shant say about it cuz 'people' might come to see. Went to the hospital today, took blood test, and went home. The damn blood test cost $30. Haiz im sry papa mummy, that u have to spend so much juz on my health. >.< Luckily my problems are not big and barely noticeable. (: However recently, the news are not that keen, so have taken the 24-hour urine test and gave it to them today. So shall juz see wats the result this saturday. Hope its keen, cuz its my birthday come on! I dun wana go dialysis when i grow up. CHOI! ok shut up tay su qing. >.<

Dun feel like blogging anymore, so shall blogg again, maybe after my birthday. (: BYE PEEPS. Gd luck for upcoming exams.

CAMPP! :D

2010-04-02T08:48:00.001-07:00

Hellos people, going for camp this sunday! Actually not really gonna attend, rather hold the sec 2 camp. Cuz cca leaders and counsellors have to sacrifice! BUT GD EXPERIENCE (: heehee. SHIT I HAVEN PACKED AND NONE OF MY HW DONE. But wat the hack, who cares about hw? HEHE.HMM, but tmr vry busy! YET im still slacking... NOT WANTING TO PACK MY BAG YET. k ANYWAYS, tmr, going to NUH FOR my annual kidney and heart check-ups. Shouldnt be a problem. Then after which, having english tuition, OMG HW HAVEN DOO! wait i dun have any hw rite? YYEEPEE!! JUZ RMBED. omg i love u teacher! ^^ Then after that, got guitar lesson, rush to woodlands before 5.30 pm. HEHE. But hor nv practise leh! CUz after tuning it sounded damn ugly, so no mood to play! HAHA. stupid lame excuse man. I mean its supposed to be nicer after u tune it, mine is the EXACT OPPOSITE. WTF RITE? k change topic.

So yea, as most of yall know, im from logistics, quite slack one. HHAA. Then now currently waiting for maria to send me e MOST MOST MOST UPDATED programme list so i can recheck e LOG list and send it to dear jiawei! SRY that u have to wait so long.HAHA. I PITY MARIA, she's so poor thing. She wasnt notified that 2 games was cancelled and now she gotta do replan. OMG. poor girl. >.
K now for my school work and stuff:

Cancelled like almost all my tuition for next week, then none hw done. SIANZ. dun care. xD Haha... shall browse around net now.. BYE PEOPLE! this blog will be on hiatus for one week! (: shall update when i come back. Not sure if tmr got time to update on last time. SEE HOW BA! BYE PEOPLE! LOVE YA! (:

OMG ;D THE SHOW ROX!

2010-03-23T07:36:00.000-07:00

HELLOS. (: ^^ kinda hyper right now! CUZ " Down with love" ROXX!! woohoo...!! JERRY YAN1!! ahhh... though kinda old, but still so shuaii!! AND IM SO IN TO HIM IS BECAUSE OF MY BRO'S GF. haha. But its undeniable, he's so damn freaking hot!! HAHA. xD sHIT i so gotta study physics and SS, but who cares. xD haha. shall watch finish then do hw. HEHE. WONT DIE TO BURN MIDNIGHT OIL FOR THIS WONDERFUL SHOW!! HEHE. BB PEOPLE! (:

YAY NEW PHONE! ^^

2010-03-21T00:04:00.000-07:00

HELLOS. long time no post alr! either been lazy or too busy. xD haha. So quickly, one week holiday is alr gone.. Its not even a holiday to me. =.= So this had been my week's schedule:

monday: choir rehearsal 1.30 -5.30
tuesday: choir practise 8-10.30
wednesday: choir rehearsal 7.30 -12 plus.
friday: counsellor meeting 12-2
saturday: counsellor meeting 8-12

Im not complaining, but its juz that i dont haven enought time to complete my hw! IM STILL left wif SS, physics, geo. OMG LA. its like i rushed through my hw for the past 2 days. >.< I didnt even have time to study. And to my definition, studying and doing hw is 2 different things people! >.< Hope i'll do better for my next SS test. Didnt even read my tb. But luckily, managed to understand and catch a little concept of physics. THANKS TO MS LIM! i really needa thank her. (: i did some of the questions wif much ease ytd night, heehee. ^^ Now juz needa practise more. Although i still have had some problems wif some questions. >.< But i know i can do it. (: xD
Im sure everyone who have looadds of hw will think this holiay is not long enough. BUT wat can we do? 0.0 thats the thing, we're students no matter wat. not head of MOE or whatever.

So currently copying songs to my laptop so that can transfer to my new phone! YEEPEE. Got a sony ericsson W995 today! WOOHOO. My old one is seriously spoiling.Keep restarting. DAMN FREAKING IRRITATING, but whatever now i have my new phone! YYEEPEE. ITS PINK TOO. (: yayyayyay. Thanks papa and mummy i love yall forever!

slackingggg. :D

2010-03-14T01:45:00.001-08:00

Currently slacking, juz finished my tuition... xD damn i lost my diary, now i dunno wat hw i have. Like all... >.< damn im dead. SIANZ, so dun feel like doing ANY HW. stupid stupid stupid.

Now i know what he thinks inside alr... So guess my heart feels more relaxed now. (: now all im gonna tell myself is, LETS JUZ BE FRIENDS. (: its the best.... i hope im able to convince my heart to do soo.... \

ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAYS GUYS. ITS GONNA BE A BUSY WEEK FOR ME! JIAYOUS TSQ! (:

FINALLY SLACKINGG... ;D

2010-03-04T05:25:00.000-08:00

Hello! Back again, after so long. xD hehe. was busy studying, doing hw blablabla. Anyway now finally can slack a bit. HEEHEE. ^^ yeepee.So today got back chemistry test, 17.5/25. YAY although is not perfect but its and A2! heehee. Wa lao, mrs Whelan scared me to DEATHHH!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! SAY I GOT 11.5/25!!!! WTHWTHWTH! wa lao, wan give me heartattack is it!!!!! SIAO AH. k chill. >.< Shouldnt talk to much.

So today i ran 2.4km cuz tmr got choir, supposedly the upper sec will run tmr. Heng i run finish alr. I got 190th position. OMG RITE? but got a lot of people run okay! And i was shocked to hear that zi en got 142. >.< Anyway hope all 4 of us will run together next time. ((: Then went to coffee shop wif zi en to eat. She was like damn hungry. xD Then i also bought a packet of fries. HEHE. But i think i bought too much, had trouble finishing them. Then me and zi en talked for 2 hours. Had so much fun.(: its gd that once in a while u have a nice long chat wif your friends to unwine and catch up wif them. ^.^ So relaxing. And guess what, there are no hw that is needed to be completed by tmr! YEEPEE. But i think i'll do some math before sleeping. I really need to catch up on my sleep! >.< so sleepy these few days.

SLEEPSLEEPSLEEP! (: Gd nights.

SADD. ):

2010-02-26T08:25:00.000-08:00

Today was sports day, SERIOUSLY HOT when afternoon was approaching. Those poor athletes. xD Were like sitting on e grass patch. SIAO AH. Anyway those who ran today did superbly well! GREAT JOB GUYS. Especially nicholas, first for 2 rounds! I think. He's vry gd. Gd jOb NIC! (: tHEN after thAT me, angeline, zi en, abby, huda and some others went to AMK hub to have lunch! However, abby didnt come wif us cuz she's wif huda and deanna. XD Nvm we'll have other chances!

To abby: Oh my poor darling, seeing u so sad makes me heart ache, juz let go of this friendship, its not worth it~ believe me, i seriously cant stand her attitude and hor she treats u! I was like WTF? r u insane? There are even such horrible creatures in this world. She's mad, juz ignore her. And cheer up gal! (: I'll always be there for u no matter wat! And i wont change, as i've promised. ^^ so u no need to worry. Kays? SMILE (:

Well, heard something from joseph that i dun wana say. Could it be true? i guess it is. Whatever, i juz dun wana care anymore. Im juz gonna focus on my academics. I REALLY hope this officially ends todau. I cant stand it anymore.>.< my heart hurts, a lot. nOW it needs time to heal. I dreamt for nothing. All i juz wana say is, i really really love him, a loT. bUT it will stop NOW! i hope.

Kay forget about that crap. So after came back from AMK, went to xinting house. WOOHOO! SHiok, she will forever be my best friend! i guess we're like fated to be together forever! nO matter when we meet, we can still chat like hell man. But today both of us were vry tired so we were like gonna sleep soon. anyway, rest well my best friend! (: U really do look vry tired. i love u! One vry funny thing, i was vry horny. HAHA. we were like acting lesbian, talking about sex and all. xD hehe. But NO! im straight. DEFINITELY. 0.0

Shit! many hw undone, untouched. xD

1)Amath ex 1.3
2)Chemistry glogster ( WTH, i dun even know how to do it, DAMN.Somemore by sunday. WTHWTHWTH. )
3)Amath tuition hw
4)chinese tuition hw
5)chemistry tuition hw! (sunday having tuition! Then tuesday got chem test, uhhh haven start studying, tmr tmr tmr! )
6)STUDY GEO! test next week. DAMN. so many tests, WTH. Somemore mrs chua didnt even teach us. OMG and mdm timah's class is like a speeding train, wat the hell? this is so unfair.
7)english speech! OMG i totally slacked that day! SHIT now im so gonna have problems when im doing, cuz i thought i could ask me teacher but i couldnt make it thx to staying back to take class T when we didnt take in the end. WTH. And i ended going amath tuition wif angeline. diaoz.

Last thing, tmr is mommy's bd!! (: Unfortunately, i didnt buy anything for her cuz i dont think its necessary cuz im not working yet. Im sure everythng knows this logic. =.= So juz gonna work hard and reward her wif my wonderful results. HEHE. So going out to eat tmr night, YEEPEE! i think its western. i hope, i got a craving to eat western. Have not eaten them for ages! YUM YUM! (:

Tmr's gonna be a wonderful day! SO KEEP SMILING TSQ! (: no more tears. BB PEOPLE. will post again soon.

Heart Ache.

2010-02-18T06:29:00.000-08:00

Today was an emotional day... When i heard the news, i juz broke down, i have no idea why... But thanks to angeline, she spoke my heart out. I felt exactly the way she said:I cried because i love him too much, and seeing him like that, i cant stand it. Yet i cant do anything to help him, but im also afraid that helping him too much also will cause problem. >.< I really hate myself right now. So helpless and useless. AHH whatever whats in the past is the past alr! U cant change anything. Think about the present girl.... OK im talking crap to myself. =.=

So i so totally slacked today, didnt felt like doing SS, so shall juz copy from mandy tmr! heyhey. hey SS rocks okay? xD she has gd infering skills. Not like me. I got a feeling i'll suffer in SS. urhhh..

Papa not coming home tonight, went to malacca play golf.. Now this house sounds sooo lonely.. People might say WAAA your house is beautiful but without family members juz dun seem right. I miss them..

OMG i saw my relatives baby! She's so cutee!! Her name is lerynn, special name yea? xD i believe she will be a beautiful princess. (:

NEW YEAR! (:

2010-02-17T07:33:00.000-08:00

Hello people, long time no post alr! Didnt have time. HEHE. So it was chinese new year last sunday, the first day.. and now its still chinese new year... >.< Yup, so i collected about $200. Hmm its getting lesser every year!!! NOO!!! I WAN MORE! HAHAHA. JUZ JK. So, on tuesday, invited some counsellors and friends to my house. Was a blast. Im sry to those who i didnt call!! >.< I DIDNT MEAN TO. Its not that i didnt want, i juz didnt have time to call everyone! SRY! But dun worry, i'll call u all on my bd! hehe, which is like 2 months ltr. xD But cant call too many. I hope you all wont feel so bad! and think that im a bad person! SRYY!!! ONCE AGAIN. I have no bad intention ok....((: SERIOUSLY.

Today was a slacking day! HAHA. School was ok. Except that i was SUPPERR DUPPERR tired in e morning but was damn hyper afterwards. ESPECIALLY IN CHOIR!! HAHA, I DUNNO WHY MAYBE BECAUSE I WAS TALKING ABOUT A CERTAIN SOMEONE TO THE CHOIR MATES. HEHE.Juz wana repeat myself: HE'S SO HANDSOME!!AHHH!! OK SHUT UP. 0.0 ZIP IT. In total, i juz wana say that choir is fun today! And i hope it will be for the rest of the upcoming 2 years! IM SURE IT WILL BE (:

I decided not to like u, but can i control my feelings? no? SO wat the heck...=.= i shall juz let things settle these few days, my life have been so chaotic man. ZZZ. OMGOMGOMG! ITS approaching! WTF. I've been sleeping like these late the past few days! Cant wait for weekend to come! Wana catch up on my sleep.. UHHH. Kay juz going to read somebody's blogg and gonnaaa zzzz!! So tired alr. Even when im slacking. DIAOZ. nights people.

PHOTOTAKING! :D

2010-02-08T04:00:00.000-08:00

Hey guys, there will be phototaking tmr.. xD But will miss a bit of it due to Amath test, i think. 0.0 Haven practised yet. Shall juz practise a few and complete up my hw for tmr and gooo zzz!! Tmr's gonna be a long long day. Reach schoool 6.30 and will stay until 6! hAVE choir practise for 3-6. OMGOMGOMG. mUZ HAVE Gd night's rest. (: OMG i so pity shuiyuan, he's like having a headache and still gotta run here and there during e rehearsal. Sadly, the skit couldnt make it so they'll be joining us, which means we had to plan everything again. Its ok. But shuiyuan was sooo poor thing. Hope he have a gd rest tonight! >.< So now, there will be 8 da tou, 5 cai shen ye.I THINK. 0.0 Then the rest will be dancing jai ho. Or is it everyone? NVM im confused.

I shall sleep at 9.30 today is possible. If not 10pm.
Things to do before i sleep!
1) Chinese zuo ye.
2)Practise Amath questions.

Yup i guess thats all.. Dun wana do so many things today.

OMG im so changing the indian costume i borrowed from apurva on saturday. It was juz not suitable for dancing. So tmr we're gonna choose again. PHEW. i didnt wana wear. Not because its ugly or anything. :D Its difficult to dance in it. >.<

Well, after last week's choir practise, i hope everyone will put in more effort and do their best! Then im sure the choir will improve tremendously and be more enthu about choir. (: I hope this happens. I believe in you wrss choir. (:

Will be getting presents from a special someone tmr. xD Shall not say who. HEEHEE.
I juz wana say thanks to that person! (:

K off to do hw. BYE.

STILL TIRED0.0

2010-02-07T04:39:00.000-08:00

Hey guys, im supposed to be doing amath now, but im slacking. HAHA. i totally forgot about ex 1.1 DAMN. nvm LTR do, but i wana watch slumdog millionare ltr at 9. (soon) i think have ba, i saw in an advertisement juz now.. ITS a nice show. (: recommended.

So today's lion dance practise was not bad... We managed to learn all the dance steps for "Jai Ho" alr. Still a bit messy at e back but PASS! HAHA. ME and KELLY are not e lion anymore. >.< first shuiyuan said the head is too heavy for me, YEA thats totally true, then for kelly. She was not dancing as well so she gave the part to jonathan. Well, anyway lion dancing is meant for guys. So yea....

OMGOMGOMG! chinese hw and geo hw haven finish. SIANZ. And im still tired due to staying up late to do hw. So now my energy level is not high. Tmr starting of e week alr! MUZ JIAYOUS AND persevere to the end of the week and iT WILL BE CHINESE NEW YEAR CELEBRATION! yay!! CANT WAIT. Snacks, hongbao. xD hehe. Hmm hope the counsellors and friends will be able to come. I would cordially invite them. HAHA.

About the things happening the past few days, i did sth wrong and im sry. I hope he is not sad anymore. I feel so bad cuz i know if i was in his position i would feel terrible too. >.< ONce again to him : IM SRY. I wont do it again i promise.

Things to do today before i sleep!

1) finish up Amath hw. (OH NO!)
2)chinese hw. (so not gonna do )
3) Geography. (no way im gonna do, so gonna slack)

OK i juz wrote them to waste space. HAHA. zzz. IM becoming lamer these few days. I SO TOTALLY SUCK.

Gonna be vry busy this week.
This is my schedule:

Monday: Stay back for full dress rehearsal. (tmr)
Tuesday: Choir practise. (3pm, i think)
Wednesday: Choir practise. per normal.
Thursday: HMM not sure wat i have YET.
Friday: CNY CELEBRATION! wHICH MEANS IM PERFORMING! GD LUCK TO ALL THE PERFORMERS.
yay THEN CAN REST ALR.

Regarding the overseas competition, SHLD I GO? my studies will definitely be affected. But i really want to go cuz its a very very gd experience. HAIZ. SO hesitating. This is such a tough decision to make. UHHHH.... Shld juz think of the Amath test coming up this tuesday. 0.0

im sooo sorry that im such a jerk.

2010-02-05T08:26:00.000-08:00

Today was supposed to be a haPPY day!!! But it turned out sooo badd!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHH!!
Thanks to that zi en. NVM. its my fault. UHH. IM SUCH AN IDIOT.

So today we went for CIP! Went to the mind's centre, was quite fun seeing the different kinds of people. Was really interesting meeting and like hi-5ing wif them. xD Vry gd experience, and it made me realise how lucky i am. So i shall lead my life more meaningful from now on!AHHH, noooo!!! 12.30 alr! I WANA SLEEEEP.But still gotta master the jai ho dance. Damn i dunno the behind part lehh. DIE DIE. Shit, wonder whaT WILL happen tmr. Hope its not gonna be a disaster. ): IM SAD TODAY. wHY do i keep humiliating myself in front of him? Why am i so blur? UHH i hate myself so much sometimes. IM A JERK.

TIRED. 0.0

2010-02-04T03:30:00.000-08:00

Hello people. Im back. Today stayed back until almost 6. 0.0 TIRED. well, we had lion dance rehearsal today. Although yuen huey said all must come, some didnt manage to come. >.< Well, thought we gonna have a on stage rehearsal but we didnt. OMG. Stayed back with shuiyuan after the rest went back. Then went to find teacher blablabla. OMG poor shuiyuan, he so stress. I pity him but i just didnt know how or what to do but juz see him like that.. im a jerk. Well, the pressure is definitely going up and up. I WAna HELP BUT i scared the more i help, the more work i create! SIANZ. Hope things can better.

Anyways tmr have CIP, going to give out oranges! YAY, finally after 2 years of choir practise on every CIP day, they finally gave us this opportunity. ^.^ Today's physics test was horrible. Think im gonna score badly!! NOOO, I actually i thought i can do quite well, but after finding out quite a no of mistakes, i was afraid. But anyway, its alr over, so no need to care le la. HAve been sleeping vry late these few days, so i hope i will be able to sleep much earlier today. Nvm, its Becoming to the weekend anyway.

WAS I caring too much? DId i overdo it? i really hope not. >.< im such an idiot.... from caring-scarying. I dun wan that to happen! NONONO. ): i really hate myself now.

Emotional choir practise 0.0

2010-02-03T05:48:00.000-08:00

HELLOS (: Today was quite a tiring day, turned out to be quite ok... So had math test today, im confident. Thats one gd thing (: But dunno can get full marks or not. Hopefully, i wana do ms joyce proud.. Hehe. Then after school had choir, it was terrible at first, then in the end we choir people managed to talk it out (: Thats great. I really hope our whole choir can bond as 1 and be like a family! Then we can make improvements and strive towards our common goal. I know we can do it, GO CHOIR! Well, then had a "hugging" session with everyone. xD haha. Weird but nice. ^^ i like it. The feeling of happiness and everyone happily together. (: ~

Tmr got physics test! And i juz read finish my physics tb, so here i am slacking for 5 min, then gotta go practise before i sleep! aim for tonight: to sleep before 10.30 IM REALLY SUPER DUPER TIRED. dUE TO PERIOD. thanks a lot. =.=

Things to complete by 10.20pm :

1) Read through physics notes.(RMB THEM)
2)Practise physics. (assessment book)
3) English ws! (AHH I ALMOST FORGOT ABOUT IT TOTALLY.)
damndamndamn. So many things. SIANZ. i shall juz copy english.

JIAYOUS TSQ, U CAN DO IT!

2)

exhausted. 0.0

2010-01-31T05:48:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps, today was a busy and straneous day. >.< Was rushing my hw all the way from 5 plus to like 8 plus. Now i have yet to finish my chinese tuition hw. SIANZ. nvm. shall slag a while. sooo, now im so addicted to sims thanks to my bro's gf! hha. its a nice game (:

Things to finish by 12 today:

1)chinese tuition hw
2)do physics assessment book. (doubt i'll do it)
3)print out choir stuffs
4)read SS tb. (dun even think i'll touch it)

I guess there's nothing else. OMG my throat hurts... Definitely not able to sing on tuesday and wed. >.< SAD. Got many things happening this week. BUSY WEEK!

MOnday: stay back after school for choir meeting, then will fly back home for chinese tuition.

Tuesday:choir practise at 3, unfortunately, will not be able to attend Amath tuition.

Wednesday: Choir practise at 3.30pm. (Maybe got lion dance practise, but have to make the costume by today.)

Thursday: lion dance practise (maybe)

Friday: CIP. so no choir practise.

Saturday: LION dance practise. No guitar.

SIANZZZZZZZZZZZZ.......... DUN FEEL LIKE GOING TO SCHOOL.... =.=

YAY! HAD A FUN FUN CHOIR PRACTISE.

2010-01-29T07:12:00.000-08:00

HEllo peeps, yes its late alr and im gonna sleep soon! finally the end of e week has arrived! Can sleep late tmr. YES! I've been waiting for it the whole week long. FINALLY. So today's choir practise was much more better than i had expected. haha. It was fun thanks to ms grace! She's really wonderful, i admire her a lot. So tmr at 10 i have chemistry tuition so cant help yiyun. Anyway she has found someone else to help. So after tuition shall get ready and meet sacha and illya at CWP if it has been confirmed. Then the lion dance group people will meet at admiral garden (shelter) to do the da tou i think. A bit weird to do there. 0.0 nvm. Anyways hope tmr shall be fun. K la, gonna zzz alr... Shall be a pig! NIGHTS PEOPLE. (: sweet dreams.

IM SO DAMN PISSED.

2010-01-27T02:08:00.000-08:00

Just came back from choir.... HAD a bad choir practise. Sheela and peiying were having so much fun, but why were'nt we? is it my problem? i felt really tired today so didnt really lead well. IM Sry ms grace. ): sometimes i juz felt like not leading anymore. cuz im not doing a gd job.. nvm i shall shut up. >.< During Amath test, didnt manage to finish the question.SHIT sia. but woon keong managed to solve it. Gd for him lo. i'll definitely get it wrong obviously, cuz i didnt finish it. But dunno got method marks or not. LOLS. Then tmr got chinese test. SIANZ. wonder how am i gonna survive.. GD LUCK TO ME.

TONS OF HOMEWORK!!

2010-01-25T03:11:00.000-08:00

Okay let me see. Things to be done by 10pm today:

1)Amath homework
2)zuo ye
3)english article(if there's time)
4)Math tuition hw
5)Study for tmr's CHEMISTRY TEST. (formulas and eqns, shld be able to survive without studying.) xD
Hmm dun think there's anymore. So gonna start now! >.< jiayous TSQ. SAD, cant watch DA CHANG JING ALR. nvm... End of e week!

Today me and abby wanted to buy e friday tickets to see e english at school this friday. Seems interesting so we wanted to go! UNFORTUNATELY, there were 3 tickets left, soo me and abby were like phew. or maybe wanted to ask angeline go... ZIEN SAID SHE DIDNT WAN so ok nvm. So we went to them, then they said ok. After that they said cannot. =.= " One is for ms low, another for kit yee, and the last one is free." WTF. Then i think forget it, i wouldnt wana go by myself. zzz. So i was like kinda pissed but the hack care mindset. LMAO.

ok I SHALL stop blogging and start on me hw.. before i do not have even time. Currently im 20 min late from starting alr. NVM. shut up.

so damn freaking out now. ARGH. mood swings.

2010-01-24T05:58:00.000-08:00

Im so damn freaking tired now... PMS. and still got loads of things to complete. LEMME list it out for your:

1)English newspaper article (by wed 27/1)
2)Chinese tuition hw ( tmr having tuition at 3.30)(then needa rush home after school, sianz.)
3)AMath tuition hw( This tuesday got tuition)
4)English tuition hw (summary, but doubt im gonna do it.)
5)Practising emath! (im so gonna lagg behind, SOON.)
6)Create cheers for sports day. (Damn to whoever picked me to be a leader.)

hmm cant think of any others. Damn im so damn tired, still doing the english vocab. WTF. shit sia. i wan kill people!!!! PMSPMSPMS. im such an idiot. LOLS. lols. STAY BACK STRANGER.

What a loonnngggg dayy... WHOOSHHH..

2010-01-20T04:00:00.000-08:00

Today was a day that i didnt expected... Firstly, we were told to reach school at 6.30 and in the end the most important person didnt turn up. Nvm i dun blame her. So periods went pass and in a split of an eye, it was end of school.. so i accompanied angeline back home then i returned to school for choir practise. I was kind of looking forward to it, but in the end.. my emotions were turned upside down. ): The members didnt want to sing out, i think because they juz werent sure of their words. Nvm they got till this friday to memorize and familiarize with everything. Kay so whoosh, now im back home resting... Ltr still needa do hw. Tons of it. Sianz. Well, new year is coming, so school's gonna have a CNY performance and e sec 3 counsellors have to perform. So, one item was to act out a skit, and another one is not confirmed. ( today morning's meeting was to discuss that, but in the end no discussion =.=) Anyways, among the sec 3 counsellors, some are going to be chosen to be excos. NICE. A leader among e leaders. Well, im sure i will not be chosen. And i dun wan to, cuz i know i dun have e capability and time. Got loadds of tuition. >.<
im not the kind of person who can manage his/her time well.SO YEA. Besides, there are many other great potential leaders.. Even if i was chosen,( very much impossible ) i wouldnt want it. Although it is a great opportunity and learning experience, NOPE. I guess people like sheela,maria, (obviously) farhan and many many others will be chosen. (: well gd for them. I juz dun have confidence in myself, besides, my brain, how great can it be?Nvm, shut up, stop being negative.

WELL iM Now its juz starting of e year and im having a little difficulty handling it already, so it will definitely be worser as the year approaches. When the tests and exams come by.. i dun even want to think about it. Hmm today during Amath, Mr Lim told us his expectations for our results. I almost fAINTED. At least 12 people getting full marks for at least one paper? Is he mad? ok maybe its his expectations and it might not come true. So yea. But it would be lovely to score full marks. The feeling rocks, trust me. xD So i gotta work harder. GO for it TSQ! you can do it. Yay! im positive again. HAHA. :D

Finally gave abigail her birthday present today! YAY YAY YAY. (: Glad she likes it . heehee. :D Damn seriously dun feel like doing hw! >.

Just ran...

2010-01-17T04:20:00.000-08:00

Hello peeps, have been lazy to on my laptop.. So currently secretly using me bro's com xD heehee. Anyway, finished my hw alr! but ltr needa revise some stuff then can slack alr! >.< heehee. wana go watch da chang jing! K LA nothing much... will blogg when im free again! (: BYES! (:

FUN DAY! ((:

2010-01-14T05:16:00.001-08:00

Heys people! Today went out with e counsellors! Went to eat at seoul garden.. Food was ok. Well most important thing was that we all had so much fun! HAHA. So i came back at about 8. Reaching 8. Then had a light dinner at home. N here i am blogging. xD Lazy to do hw~! >.< wana sleeeeeppp... Tmr got choir! OMG i love e hokkien song.. Hope when conducted by ms grace, the 3 parts will come in beautifully! IM SURE IT WILL! i have high hopes on u choir! ((:

Friends will always be better than lovers, so i think even though how much i like u, i will control.... As long as you r happy. im happy too. (:

NOOO, SCHOOL HAS REOPENED. 0.0

2010-01-03T05:58:00.000-08:00

Heyy peeps, few days never post alr. Today is the last day of holiday! >.< OMG im so lazy to go to school. Why has these 2 months of holiday gone so fast? its juz like a gust of wind... NVM. Anyways, now back to reality! After 2 months of lalaland, now its back to focusing on studies and cca! I dunno why but i juz kinda seem to be looking forward to wed's choir's performance. xD The hokkien song and eng song. Hmm hope the sec ones will like it! And more sec ones will join! HEEHEE. Yup tmr will be the starting of e sec one orientation. IM SCARED. im afraid sth will HAPPEN. OK TOUCHHH MANY MANY WOOD. lols. JIAYOUS! (: THEN AFTER which at 2 meeting choir for choir tee and some other stuff. We will be having a life performance after e performance in e hall. x)
tHEN THAT time, we will be singing e hokkien song and I HAVE A DREAM! OMG I LOVEEEE THAT SONG... lalala... cant WAIT. ok... now gonnA sleep and produce enough energy to survive tmr ! GD LUCK! byeeee~

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!

2009-12-31T07:31:00.000-08:00

WELL, this is gonna be the last post of 2009! LET the past be begones and the future to be always smiling! ((: i hope you all have a prosperous and happy new year! STAY HEALTHY AND CHEERFUL ALWAYS! ^^ think im gonna sleep quite late today. Gonna try to count finish all e macaronis first before sleeping. OMG shit, didnt practise my guitar for so long alr! >.< die die! then tmr still going out. DAMN. okok, calm down TSQ! HAHA im going mad. K LMAO. anyways, juz came back from doris house, wanted to count down wif her, but scared her parents tmr needa go work early, so here i am! HAHAs. I MADE a deal wif her, every last day of the year, we will spend it together! NO MATTER WHERE WE WILL BE! WOOHOO. WE WILL FOREVER BE BEST FRIENDS! (: k gonna relax till 12. ONCE AGAIN, HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!

5.6km run

2009-12-25T23:29:00.000-08:00

HELLO READERS. (: Hope you all had a great christmas! (: Well for me, my family went out and had lunch together! SO SWEET. awwww.. HAHa jkjk.. Practially this week, kayzie chong had dinner like everyday, so busy ! >.< I guess next week will be the same. Haiz. Well as long as she's happy then its ok.. (: OMG i am so happy that i ran 5.6km without stopping ytd! woohoo.. Dun worry im not showing off, just want to share my happiness with all of you! YAY YAY YAY. But not fast la... xD But dun worry i'll keep improving ! JIAYOUS TSQ! ok i sound retarded. XD Currently watching " The Biggest Loser" on youtube. This show is useful to me, it encourages me to keep healthy and fit! So if you do have this mindset, log on to the hallmark channel. Hmm i dunno wat time it is but u can check the newspapers! Its a great show! (:

2009-12-25T06:43:00.000-08:00

Hellos people! (: MERRY CHRISTMAS! HOHOHO~ xD YES im so happy, cuz i finished half of ENG! so i finished e reflection, 2 comprehension and letter writing. SO IM left wif compo and summary! WOOHOO! shiok. xD Hmm hope i will not procrastinate and finish them tmr! dun worry i'll try to force myself. If i nv do hw, that means i'll be watching tv. most likely tmr i'll go buy the HUANG ZHU GEGE CD! damn i broke the last disc which consists of like u ep... WTF. xD i shall be more careful next time. Damn it im tired sia. But wana wait for that kayzie chong. well shall wait for her.. i love u sis! sometimes juz wana apologise for my stupid attitude. Please forgive me! >.<

FUN DAY! (:

2009-12-24T04:13:00.000-08:00

Currently at meifang's house >.< So we played amazing race and cards.... Haha at first our team was the first to come back so we were happily resting and eating... then suddenly we got a call saying we didnt finish a station! WAT THE! So we rushed down and completed it, therefore we were the last team =.= walao every year like that wan.... haha... Then we rested and played firsandom games. And juz now i played " swift " wif meifang. Haha at first she thought she could win me but she kept losing ! she was frustrated ... HEEHEE. But then afterwards i began losing. 0.0 But i didnt really mind. Haha... Will be back home at about 10 plus. hope dun bother them man.. 0.0

LAGG!

2009-12-16T17:35:00.000-08:00

I almost died ytd. Stupid laptop sooo lagg! OMG la. The laggest i've ever seen. >.< Sry for my bad english. xD Uhhh my arm is still pain due to the carrying of my heavy laptop a few days ago.. Well ltr going to zi en's house, then off to counsellor. Gonna have presentation i think. Kinda scared.. dunno wat to say! Hope im lucky enough to pull through. There is a show called"The Biggest Loser", its quite a nice show, about fat people who wants to lose weight. Actually its more than losing weight, its about their attitude and determination that leads them to success. Of course, appearance is the one who give each person the confidence, but for these people, they do not. Therefore they want to lose weight. (: I kinda look up to them. They're really brave and determined. If you want to succeed, you got to be a loser first! Haha, i don't know if that made sense. 0.0 These few days have been really busy that i didnt have time to do hw! Damn math tuition starting next week thursday.. Haiz, can i ever be free? Tay su qing DONT COMPLAIN OK? Then today, Kayzie's family and nieces are coming. So we're having dinner together, today and tmr. Hope it goes well, cuz i know i'll be damn shy! Somemore kayzie ask me play with her niece? OMG i'll die of shyness. Well shall juz stay put on my sit and sms wif abby. xD Hope kayzie don't ask me to do anything. I juz wana have a nice lonely dinner by myself, although there will be many people. O.O

FINALLY.

2009-12-15T23:58:00.000-08:00

HEY PEEPS. Didnt know today was siobhan's birthday! HAHAS. well happy birthday girl! Hmm but her fb says she's in china. Anyway, i finally bought my chemistry textbook! It was like so out of stock, everywhere i went was out of stock, except for a few places. xD Damn full, ate a sandwich and a packet of maggi mee for lunch, if i dont get fat, it'll be a lie. Anyways im alr fat. xD Thanks to this holiday. haha. jkjk. For hw, still left quite a bit but can finish! (i hope) dun feel like doing hw today, juz wana slack. Hope monday's choir barbecue will be fun. have quite a few things lined up for e choir girls, hope they appreciate it(: gonnna slackkk now.. xp

juz lovely! xD

2009-12-14T17:06:00.001-08:00

Hey peeps.. ytd night i had such a lovely dream! sry, its a secret! hahas. i had 3 different scenes in my dreams. SO WEIRD. 0.0 haha. and 3 different things somemore. i think i was too tired ytd, carrying my laptop and shopping at e same time. shld have gone home and put it first. DAMN im such an idiot. Now i wake up wif my body aching like hell! Damn it man. Ltr gonna have tuition from 12-1.30pm. Im sure i'll be ambushed wif tuition one day. Plus all other many things. Hw, counsellor,choir etc. Hope i can survive. Gd luck to me.

alala..

2009-12-14T02:45:00.000-08:00

CURRENTLY TALKING TO AN-ZHU-LINE,ANGELINE. haha she's sooooo er hmm. anyway now in a dilema, i juz dun get my feelings ... haiz.. so sad.. i juz cant control my emotions. im so tired today.. went to counsellor... then go daiso wif seri and sheela for some choir stuff. Thanks to someone i have to bring my heavy laptop all the way home.. and somemore before that i was shopping. my leg a;most broke. DAMN HIM.

A look at him turns into a stare? Is this feeling true?

yay! (:

2009-12-11T07:46:00.000-08:00

Hellooss (: im backiee.. so happy. finally managed to finish science, geo, math, half of chinese.. so left eng, a part of chinese and his! not much. (: but eng a lot sia. anyways gonna try to do eng ad chinese tmr~i llost e history ws that i copied down =.= ~.~ holiday is ending! juz a few weeks more.. it juz passes soo fast..SADDS. HAIZZ.

do i really have a change of heart?i juz feel like an idiot. although i know its impossible between us, i still cant help it.

KARAOKE FUN!

2009-12-02T05:35:00.000-08:00

YO PEEPS! together went karaoke-ing wif abby! SO FUN SIA WE JUZ WANTED TO CONTINUE SINGING FOREVER ON AND ON.. HAHA. it was like 12-2.30 then we extended to 3.30 which added $9.50 more. xD i think 0.0 FUN SIA. suppperrr... music is juz so wonderful. ANYWAYS today's singapore idol's performance was quite hmm.. dunno how to say it.. xD the girls did a wonderful job man! YEA GURLS RULE! haha... wonder who's gonna be in the top 2. i hope its the 2 girls! NO LA JK. sure have guy one.. always the case. WELL no matter who gets in, juz wish them gd them all gd luck! (:

...

2009-12-01T05:09:00.000-08:00

Heys. I DIDNT PROMISE WHAT I SAID HAHA. xD i didnt blogg sry peeps! anyway today went to town wif mom and auntie maria.. was ok.. we ate thunder tea rice. hahaha. interesting eh? then one gd thing! tmr going out wif abby to sing karaoke ! WOOHOO. then after that go do hw at library. HAAHA. well gd solution to do our hw. xD its sis bd tmr! (REAL SIS) xD x) HAPPY BD SIS! I LOVE U! STAY HEALTHY ALWAYS AND BE HAPPY! i hope u will come back on new year next year! AND AHMA TOO. come back quick! i miss u all! (: I LOVE U SIS!

ARGHH bloggskin sucks

2009-11-24T17:54:00.002-08:00

JUZ CHANGED BLOGSKIN. but doesnt look so nice leh. ZZZ sianzz lazy change alr la. SHALL JUZ STICK WIF THIS ONE. k bb. no offence to the maker of this blogskin.

ARGHH bloggskin sucks

2009-11-24T17:54:00.001-08:00

JUZ CHANGED BLOGSKIN. but doesnt look so nice leh. ZZZ sianzz lazy change alr la. SHALL JUZ STICK WIF THIS ONE. k bb.

alalal..

2009-11-24T17:26:00.000-08:00

LONG TIME NOOOO BLOGG ALR... sianzzz. but its hols! haha. actually i kinda forgot about this blogg alr.. haha. anyways... wana finish my homework by this month but i think its quite impossible. 0.0 xD OMG and ytd class barbecue at pasir ris was ok.. but we juz kept EATING!! all those pigs. haha jkjk! been slacking all month.. watching tv, sleep, tuition-ing,going out. blablabla... wana go KTV wif abby! SING... LALALA.k bbb. will post again tmr.. i hope. xD oh and its kz bd tmr! haa..going for dinner. wait ,actually today we also going out for dinner. HMM 2 days? celebrate 2 times? whatever forget it. THINK SO MUCH FOR MUCH? SIAO AR? ok, im officially mad. 0.0

lalala..

2009-10-30T04:09:00.000-07:00

Feeling so down whenever i listen to " i'll be waiting for your" song.. My heart juz feels so hurt and pain.. maybe because of past experiences and to the show... its so sad that i juz feel like crying out everything.. Haixx. so dun have the mood to go choir tmr, then got guitar lessons too.. hmm shld i go to my relative house? SO dun feel like going.. But gd thing is that today had fun wif angeline, though we didnt really go anywhere, we had like a kind of bonding.. ^^ happy.. well gonna continue watching boys over flowers. How i wish this show didnt had to end. only shows up to ep 25. >< ))= )): sadss. 0.0

TIRED... 0.0

2009-10-23T05:14:00.000-07:00

Heys.... today is a long day... choir was tiring... then after which came back home and had a run... then ate dinner and here i am now blogging... Arghh cant stop singing taylor swift's you belong wif me.. haha.. nice song.><

Today is tiring..

2009-10-21T07:37:00.000-07:00

Today is a superrrrr long and tiring day. After school, we had choir which we left at 5 to help out in the hall. Then i did my duty at the staircase to greet and usher people up to the hall, actually it was quite a gd experience ^^ hahas. After which, i took my bag and went to join my mom and classmates in e hall. Mrs kok was talking by that time... SO talktalktalk.. Then the counsellors stayed back a while to stack up the chairs back. OMG was so tiring... But anyway train my arm muscle! haha! LMAO!Then went back to class to wait for my turn. Waaaa i was the lucky, WAT THE HELL. dun know why also .. then meet ms joyce, hmm marks are eligible for all classes, but i wana go double science! i dunno can enter alnot, cuz my level position not vry pleasing. so YEA. Haizz, dunno why i am really exhausted but juz dun feel like sleeping. i juz feel like emoing now. sianzz. JUZ HOPE I CAN GET INTO 3-2, 2 PURE SCIENCES! Byes!

2009-10-14T04:31:00.000-07:00

These are some pic that we took on thursday to celebrate EOY! haha actually its about a week alr.. xD ps juz lazy to post them... we went to ssc to play water and eat sushi after that! was an exciting day.. hahas... well exam results not really gd too.. >< but i think overall still ok ba.. Hope can enter 3-2! unfortunately so many people wana go!! including kityee, siao rite? aiyo.. headache sia...

exam over... ^^

2009-10-09T18:44:00.000-07:00

Yes finally exam over le! yes! however it ended wif a SUPERRR difficult science paper! anyway ytd went to east coast wif abby and zi en. Angeline couldnt go. ps lazy to post e pic. hahas. then on thursday, me, abby, angeline and zi en went to play water at ssc. then went to eat sushi. SUPERR FUN. hahas... k la nth much. byes. DAMN TIRED. ><

OOHH!

2009-10-05T23:15:00.000-07:00

Finally left 3 more papers! Oh im juz so lazy to do art, i know people will be like but its art! so relaxing de. K FINE FINE. Today math paper was quite pleasing. dunno can get ... xD hahas. so thursday after exam, abby and zi en wana come my house play. Dunno whether angeline wana come alnot. MAYBE BA. Then friday going to escape! but i then i scared lehh.. I dun sit these kinda rides de >< see how it goes ba.

The way he says my name juz make my heart melt! AHHH! heehee.. And the way he walks ... wonder if he likes me! ><

Adults life..

2009-10-05T07:01:00.000-07:00

Well today nth much to blogg about. except exams here and there. Well adults i feel that they live in a hectic life. iMEAN sometimes u juz dunno wat they are thinking rite? Like after a days work, they come back with a smile on their face or they pull a long face. Some may even smile but at the their backs, they did not have a gd day.. haha, i dun even know why im blogging about this... =.= well cuz maybe today SOMEONE came back like this and i dunno if i shld like ask her or juz keep quiet? who could tell me wat is the right choice? first choice: ltr they might be mad thinking can we young people juz dun bother so much. So in that case we muz juz shut our mouth. Choice 2: they might think we are concerned for them so they'll be happy and tell us not to worry. So that'll be a gd choice. Hmm i dunno if i juz blogged crap but who cares. Tmr his and math paper.. So shall sleep early today. But i juz eaten! Ltr become fat pig. hahas. NOT FUNNY. k la.. better go check on someone!

study...

2009-10-03T06:03:00.000-07:00

Hey guys.. so sianzz. ltr gotta study geo and his. juz now only studied like one chapt of geo! land supply. damn shit my feet damn itchy!lmao.waiting for sis to online.. say 8 o'clock, now 9 le leh. wonder wat happened. tried calling her to but unable to. Uhhh... dunno if i had found the right webcam. i think wrong de lo. cuz they ay got prob and i rmb that time my sis took out for me is black. Unless i forgot. ARGHH. forget it. im so lazy... found a new song i like recently" when u believe" by mariah carey and whitney houstan. Actually the songs i hear mostly not vry new. Hee hee. I also dunno why... nth much to blogg except to all my friends" Jiayous for EOY" muz do well. gd lucks! (= Buaix. x)

fun day...

2009-10-02T06:59:00.000-07:00

Today zi en and abby came to my house to study, HOWEVER, zi en could not study! while me and abby okok lo. But during at night we couldnt study le.. xD juz sent her back. Well chatted wif yingjie, zhen yang and andriche on msn.. INTERESTING TOPIC we're talking about.. xD xp =.= well nv really study today. except did a topic of geo : water resources on assessment book. read a bit of land supply(bet u i cant rmb anything alr).. hmm then nth much le. i even said i wanted to study his.. =.= lmao. well... certain things happen ytd.. haizz.. why muz i be so selfish? or isit that i juz wana someone to accompany me? im so alone now... sadd.. haizz sry kayzie. sry that im such a jerk, i juz cant control my emotions ok? im juz really sryy.. )= i know im childish, im lame, im watever. sry that my attitude sucks...

stupid fat pig idiot. Big fat liar nehnehpok peacock.

2009-10-01T04:05:00.000-07:00

Ahhh super angry. Adults will say angry for wat? But i teenager ma.. How to control? stupid !!!!! ahhhh!!!!! anyhow spread news! think wat? jealous ah? well, your pm seems like u got gf le rite? stupid fat pig. i really dunno wat u want ok? U idiot!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

examss.

2009-09-29T02:41:00.001-07:00

Heyss, exam only starts next week so still got time to study .. but not too much time! >< science, math, art, geo, his. All seem so demanding. hmm i think i shld change my blogskin soon. But im juz too lazy! nooo.. ltr muz go study science and geo! Omg! his! i forgot about it! no!! nvm ltr go read. if i can even be determined to do that. Haizz..

eng exam

2009-09-25T00:12:00.000-07:00

Heyy people! Yesh! eng exam over, considered a burden off my head. Well ok lo, the first passage was ok, but second passage more difficult. Hmm and im supeerrrrr unsure of my summary. I think i'll do BAD. well then cloze passage, synthesis and grammer was quite ok. except some unsure too.AHh, hope i can pass, ohhh pls! safe me! then paper one ok lo. I think im quite happy wif my compo. Hope so. Okok lo. Thats all i can say. Hope i score well for paper one and hope i pass for me paper 2! JIAYOUS EVERYONE FOR EOY. lets play and study hard at the same time! i like got back from school 3 hours ago haven bathed. Well gonna do that soon.

Plans for today:

1) bathe
2)relax
3)relax.
blablablabla

Ahhh so dun feel like studying chinese leh.. i mean like revise. nvm juz juz relax today and wait for sis to come back from massage! ahhh she is going to Australia this sunday! )= WILL MISS HER LOAADDSS! JIEJIE! nooooo.. lucky still got kayzie.. phew.. well hope she have a safe trip and have an enjoyable time there wif her husband! (= then grandma also going. but of course will come back la... well have a safe trip!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

2009-09-19T20:10:00.000-07:00

To all my muslims friends, SELAMAT HARI YAYA! (= have a enjoyable month(= enjoy yourselves. study hard too!

EXAMS. UHH.

2009-09-18T07:21:00.000-07:00

Heys! psps sooo long time nv updateee lerrhh, well simply lazy. Hey actually not ok BUSY! hahas. Well thx for those who tagg.

To karmin: haha thanks! you jiayous too! (=
To doris: yea lo, so lately these days. sianz. Exams coming.
To alicia: haha since its alr passed, i shall juz tell u, study do LOAAADS OF HW and sleep lo. Sianzz.

aHHH , exams coming, have i been preparing? Let me see, 50 50 ba. next week alr is eng paper, OMG wana kill me? Hope i dun fail. Well have been studying eng, math science. Hmm basic sub. others like geo and history NONO MAN! gotta start VRY VRY SOON! or i'll die. hee hee. Jiayous to everyone too! Muz study hard get to 3-2 then can enjoy my HOLS! gonna learn guitar. Hmm hope its fun. Omg juz listened to LIBERA, their voice are indeed angels. Haizz, i wish i had THEIR VOICES! bLeAh~ nth much. except today had a super rushing day! first rushed for home econ practical which after that supposed to end at 1.30 and i pulled it until 2.15! and my mother and sister and grandmother was going out for lunch! so mom waiyed for me like 1 hour? SIAO. Sry ah mummy. next time i juz call u can le. 0.0 =.= -.- k then rushed back home had a quick bathe, then we set off for orchard. ACTUALLY not really orchard but douby gourd . OPPS dunno the spelling. THEN we went to eat tim sum. YUM! It started off really tasty but unfortunately i was full in no time. and i couldnt eat anymore. wat a waste. BUT I ate most of it so dun worry. at least had a taste of everything even though i was DAMN DAMN FULL. ITS LIKE after that while we were walking i couldnt even walk straight! somemore now having period damn tired. so me and my grandma waited for me sis and mom at e bus stop. Where we tookthe bus at about 7 plus. Then reached home about 8? YEP. actually wanted to SLEEP LIKE NOW? but waiting for father to come back so can call my dear kayzie! hope she's having the time of her life. k la i talk too much le. (= bye!

WOOHOO!

2009-08-31T23:21:00.000-07:00

HEYS!! BACK FROM SCHOOL.. finally the day has ended! after many few practises it was all worth while(= was supposed to go back to primary school but no time, sry! to all the teachers in the world: HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO YOU! IT IS YOU THAT MAKE A DIFFERENCE TO THE SCHOOL AND OF COURSE TO US! SO I WANA THANK YOU VRY VRY MUCH! (= hope everone enjoyed the concert! heehee..

busy, sleepy..

2009-08-30T01:51:00.000-07:00

HEY PEOPLE! LONG TIME NOOOO UPDATE LE... well juz one word" busy". wat can i do. normally come back from school next thing hw, after that is tuition then studying. WELL NOT MUCH TIME FOR UPDAATINGG.. well tmr is teacher's day celebration, so no studying yay!!! (= well sec 2 counsellors gonna perform.. THRILLER, BEAT IT, ABC. HOPE THE SCHOOL ENJOYS IT!(= About choir, ms grace say she wants to re-audition us. Hmm sounds fun! xD cant wait. can choose 3 songs: swallow, alleluia, sing for joy. Dun tink im singing "sing for joy". shall choose between alleluiah and swallow. Its like 50 50. unable to decide leh. Oh yes, and EOY is arriving! haizz, i juz keep procrastinating. AND THAT SUCKS MAN. i cant really concentrate fully on studying. ONLY SOMETIMES. like now.. =.= Well shall juz try my best. k la i gotta go do HW. bye people. try to post i can (= toodles.

damn..

2009-08-07T03:16:00.000-07:00

Heyys! damn lA Now my laptop is like so lagging! SHIT THING. Anyways today's national day celebration was ok lo. except for e counsellor duties, so messy.. bUt in the end, everything was ok (= so tired seh today. k la i know im a weakling. jk. xD sianzz dun feel like doing anything but sleep. ><

SO FUN!

2009-08-05T07:15:00.000-07:00

Heyyy people... juz gonna post a short one before i step into lalaland... xD ok DIAO. =.= anyways.. today choir was fun.. its like during SYF period, it was darkness and now its a beautiful sun shine! everything is going well... my studies counted also la.. hahas. chinese test got 37/50. quite happy, A2. well still can work harder. hope i scored well for my math and science. However not so confident for my geo. Well, juz gotta be persistent and try my best! 3 CHEERS FOR MYSELF. HAHA. kay super tired gonna sleep now. BYES! (=

busyy...

2009-07-30T07:56:00.000-07:00

Heys people. Its like gonna be 11 pm soon. i dunno why larh. i DUN really feel vry tired today.. hmm. helped many people print stuff.. until no more A4 paper. OMGOMGOMG. ok well these few days i've become more busy! you know why? all sec 2 counsellors gotta perform on cher's day. OMG hope i dun make a fool of myself that day. hope my friends dun laugh at me. hope i dun mess up! So its like everyday there's practise.Heng there's no time limit. but anyway i think its ok la. But kinda exhausted de. Hmmwell i think i shld sleep soon.nvm... still chatting away.. tmr choir's starting and damn shit i i lost my voice got cough, runny nose.. sianzz...

2009-07-27T00:21:00.000-07:00

HEY! finally on e com after a few days. xD haha.. sianzz waiting for tuition teacher to come. shld be here soon. then i will be back at 5.30 people! hahas. I shall use a while more and then go do hw and study! xD hope i manage to complete wat i juz said.. muz try not to procrastinate! heng today no history paper sia! xp if not sure completely fail one! my his no need say.haha ok cher come alr, gtg! bb! see u later peeps!(=

2009-07-18T09:47:00.000-07:00

I juz dun get why some guys r so funny...it was my only first home econ lesson.. why muz it be such a horrible one.. dun wana say that guy's name. i MEAN i know i dun really cook, come on we come to school is to learn how to cook rite? not to show off ur skills rite? come on... idiot. i know ur cooking is much better then, ur experience is more then me, but no need give me such a ******* face rite? think wat everybody same as u ah? everybody is different oK.. U'RE MERELY JUZ A BIG SHOWOFF. get it? i even thought u were such a gd guy. WELL I WAS WRONG. and how can u say such a sentence? i was so surprised. even if it was between friends, i would be hurt too ok? AM I REALLY THAT DETESTFUL? ******* shit..

Sry for that stupid part of the post. IM JUZ SO FREAKING MAD AT THAT IDIOT GUY. Anyways (= today was kayzie's open house.. it went great. the crowd was considered juz nice i guess.. xD hahas. had much fun. kayzie swore she wouldnt cook in the next 2 open houses.. haha.. guess she couldnt cook. Well gd luck my sister.. (= sianzz today didnt do ANY HW. omg . TMR IM SOO DEAD.dUNNO if i shld do it later.. and then sleep like super late. that sounds like a gd idea.. dun think i want to go market wif parents tmr. its like so late alr. fine i think i will do math hw so tmr got less. haha. then tmr will be left wif lit. (OMG, i dun even have an idea how to do! im soo dead.. =.=") wish me gd luck man. then left chinese tuition hw. well shld be able to survive if i start doing my hw in e morning. hope i dun procrastinate! hahas. i haven even change la.. and im so damn sticky.. and its so hot now. OH yea posted some photos for u all. i k now la chao ji ugly.. i know la i vry ji lian.. hahas. if its ugly juz keep it to urself. dun say it hor... ltr i cry. haha DIAOZ. k la i wan go change out and go do math!~~ byes!

gonna sleep soon

2009-07-16T07:55:00.000-07:00

Gonna turn in soon.. juz wana blogg a bit.. but actually nothing much hahs. most likely choir will be resuming next week, as the papers said by MOE. miejuan is like dying to go to choir. hahas. im anything. but after cca resumes, my life would be like sooo damn busy. less time to do school hw and tuition hw. Well shant complain! tests coming up next week. DAMN HISTORY. gotta start studying le. Actually supposed to be reading history, science and geo tb today. But here i am using com. Damn. Hmm Jie Jie haven come back. Hope she doesnt work herself out. Tmr her parents coming to singapore and to her new house warming. Going out for dinner tmr. Hmm sure them funny de. >< hope she comes back soon! jiejie dun come back so late hor! k la i wan go sleep le.. nites! muaxx. sweet dreams to myself.. xD

bloody damn hw...

2009-07-15T03:54:00.000-07:00

Finally managed to find time to blogg! so long nv update le... well currently chiong-ing all my hw.. still on school hw, still for tuition hw that need to be passed up tmr. AS ALWAYS THE WORD SIAN CAN DESCRIBE MY FEELINGS NOW. ESPECIALLY MY MOOD. but wat for complaining rite? still gotta go through it somemore. tmr gotta be in school by 6.30 for meeting wif some of choir peeps. things for e party.. hope everything goes well for e party next friday. Speaking of which. i needa find the invitation card for e seniors that i promised to give sheela tmr!! ahhh! shit dunno where i put alr. if lost gotta do again. OMG. ahhh i really no time le la! dun lost la. although i think its really horribly done. i think if i managed to find it i think i'll change e wrapping paper. totally suckk u know? ahhh... can an angel from e sky bring me to wonderland where i can juz do nothing for a day. i needa relax. i know la i complaining like that is so pathetic. adults working isnt even worse? i always tell myself that. but sec school like also tough rite? but i think without tuition and the piles of hw wont be so tiring ba. I SHANT USE THE WORD STRESS. its not fit. ANYWAYS, papa going to malacca to play golf tmr till friday. Hope he have a wonderful game! muz win hor! haha kidding la. Juz try ur best. Hmmm recently its juz about hw and stuff. Oh yea RACIAL HARMONY DAY is coming! muz wear costume to gain points for e class! Best class competition here we come! hope we can win! heehee. then we'll win 2 times in a row! and we'll continue winning for e rest of the year! MUAHAHAHA... -,- kay la talked enough, better get back to hw-ing and revising. Tests are ARRIVING as wat ms joyce said this month is vry fast and short. and yes it is. Tests are starting next week. Better start revising TAY SU QING. stop being lazy! i keep telling myself. still trying my best to control my laziness. i so dunno wana regret ltr on. so everyone dun be lazy too! Ohh yea, sis's open house is on this sat. Her parents and sis is coming on friday if im not wrong. Well sis, hope u have a successful and wonderful open house. im sure its gonna be great. (= kay LA I REALLY GOTTA GOOOO!! im sooo wasting so much time alr. kk byes people! will update when i can! toodles!

heyyys..

2009-07-07T23:57:00.000-07:00

Long time no blogg alr! Ps, busy with things after school reopened. But nothing much to blogg anyways. xD there wont be choir again this week. starting next week ba. well gd thing is i got more time to do my hw, BUT so sianzz. =.=" ahhh nth else.. so toodles. see yall next time.

haizz.

2009-06-27T00:47:00.001-07:00

Hey peeps, have not blogged for a long long long time. well nth much anyway except going out, doing hw bla bla bla. ahh noo tmr's the last day of holiday! can u imagine how fast time pasts? like a gust of wind. uhhh. then its back to normal life. then choir is starting on wed. Then got many other things. i dun care these 2 days im gonna have fun! im gonna enjoy first. uhhh nth much to say larh. so byes. hope u all have a wonderful and fruitful holiday! (=

2009-06-15T02:25:00.000-07:00

FINALLY MANAGED TO GET PICS ONTO MY COM YAY! ENJOY! (=
THIS WAS OUR CLASS TRIP TO SENTOSA! BUT SADLY NOT EVERYONE CAME.. HAHA I WASNT IN THERE, HAND INJURED. DAMN.

THE CAMP.

2009-06-08T20:26:00.000-07:00

HEYS. came back from camp a few days ago, its tough, thats all i can say. but the activities were fun, required team work and perseverance. the physical training were mostly about perseverance, needa do push ups, running, building. uhh tough. If i had known, i would train a little before going. then wont be so tough. Well im so gonna train before going to next year's camp again. Though tough, but still able to survivie. WELL DUHHH. DIAOZ. =.= ltr gonna meet some of choir peeps. nth else, gonna go hw ltr. but now so gonna relax.. BYESS.

CAMP.

2009-06-03T02:13:00.001-07:00

Hey! Tmr gonna be away at school for counsellor camp till saturday. Dunno wat we gonna do. Hope its fun. Well, today have much fun wif SYF choir peeps at pizza hut at CWP. Ms wong and ms grace was there too xD fun. While that was like the longest lunch i ever had in my life. We were inside the pizza hut from like 11.30 - 3! can u imagine? i tink the manager muz be like wa lao so long we still needa run a business ok? Ha ha then there were many people outside waiting for seats.. We occupied like so many seats la.xD Lmao. Then after that we went off. It was fun at the beginning but the ltr part became a bit boring. But other then that it was gd. (= hope we have another choir outing soon, i found out having teachers along is FUN too. Maybe can call them next time shld we have another choir outing. xD actually this was a treat bu the teacherS.COOL. xD Ltr going out for dinner, hmm parents thought of bringing me out to eat before i leave for camp. Hope its a nice place. Have almost packed everything for camp except here and there, luckily these time no need to bring many things like last camp. HENG. And also can bring a smaller bag, haha. That time i brought an extremely large BAG and everyone was like WOAH. dun tell me ltr my bag still the biggest. -.- This holiday kinda sucks. Im like packed wif so many things, etc. hw, class outing, holiday at indonesia, and also doing projects! Damn needa go meet up wif group to do science of magic next week. its a so must man. If not we're all dead meat. Oh yea choir gonna have a new t-shirt for next year's orientation, hope the three designers can make a terrific one! WOOHOO. Oh yea, we're so gonna sing a different kinda song next year, then those stupid people who think choir sucks and its lame are so gonna be wrong. Asked ms grace if we could sing a different kind of song, and she totally said yes. Woo, that rocks. Maybe we can have dance moves and stuff. Hope that succeeds. Ok i've just realised i said so much. Haven blogged about so many things since a long time. Well i'll stop here for today. Will update when i come back on saturday.. DAMN still gotta do the chinese journal thing on blogg and shit my com cannot type chinese words. damn shit damn. (ps scold bad word) k LA I REALLY GOTTA STOP TALKING. BYES. DAMN CHINESE HW.

Camp.. Again,

2009-06-02T18:30:00.000-07:00

Sry peeps so long nv update alr. Been busy going out, hw-ing and other stuffs. now currently chiong-ing my tuition hw for my later -muz-go-tuition de hw. OK i know none of ur know wat i juz said. Uhh, 1 more day to counsellor camp, the more i think the more i feel reluctant to go. DAMN SHIT. OPPS. Luckily its in school. Hope its fun. ONE GOOD NEWS FOR MYSELF! I knwo how to play a song! woohoo. Learn from abigail. I really gotta thank her. She rock for teaching me that. xD. but still we gonna practise until we get it 100% right !
Hahas. Well, we thought of playing for our class during music lesson.. Not trying to show off or anything ok. Anyways, i really love that song woohoo! k la gonna continue to chiong my tuition hw before the clock reaches 3.50. Damn got tuition at 4. ARGHH. BYE! *_*

NTH MUCH.

2009-05-20T06:28:00.000-07:00

Nth much to blogg about today larhh. EXCEPT. about the counsellor interview thing. Well im sure i did it calmly but not anxiously.. xD Well it doesnt matter if i didnt get chosen, im not really dying to get in anyway.. (= well hope apurva gets in.

yay..

2009-05-19T05:00:00.000-07:00

Yay!!! scored well for exams! woohoo. science-80/100. math paper one-48/50.chinese-70/100. hahas. Hope my math can get A1 when i know my math paper 2 tmr.. heehee. damn could get full mark for math one lurhh. Nvm shant elaborate. Damn happy wif my science. improved damn lot. hahas. Hmm ltr needa go think a couple of cheers for e sports education module thing. Dunno if i can create the cheers alnot.. Well shall juz create at least one. xD Tmr getting back history paper, god knows wat im gonna get. hahas. hope i pass. Nextly, hols are coming if im not wrong. hehe. Waa, i listen to damn lot songs juz now.. SHIOK. Hmm think choir is gonna resume next week. Most likely, WAA DUNNO WATS GONNA HAPPEN! 0.0 0.0

yay..

2009-05-17T06:36:00.000-07:00

Yay exams over le. OMG ytd on my way back from SSC. Saw ms grace sia! scare me!was wif me family.. Suddenly Kayzie asked me: ur fren ah? then i turned back and was totally shocked. i was like wat u're doing here? then she asked me the same question. Then explain and stuff. Then she told me that she was here to buy things for e barbecue wif e choir seniors. I mean ex choir seniors. Then i was like RIGHT NOW? then she said yea.. OMG. then she SAW my parents and stuff. Then after that we went off. Hmmm totally shocked me. hahas. guess choir is gonna resume soon. Yeepee, ytd went karaoke-ing wif my sister. sang like 4 hours. FUN. I sang all the songs i wanted! soo happy. Thanks da jie! (= Well nth else le.. so bb! gd night. And have fun to my sec 3 seniors for their OBS CAMP!(=

YES FINALLY! WOOHOO!

2009-05-13T22:26:00.000-07:00

YES! FINALLY TMR LAST PAPER! WHICH IS MATH PAPER 2. Today was paper one. Hmmm, hope i can score full marks. haha not boasting or anything. Anyways, tmr going out wif apurva, angeline, zi en and abigail( dunno about min jing) to celebrate at SSC! woohoo. cant wait. still got half a day sianzz. then after we eat gonna go play! hmm dunno where.. well juz updating bout this.. well gd luck people for ur last exam paper! JIAYOUS. BYES.

Yay!

2009-05-09T08:56:00.000-07:00

Went to malaysia today! KL. hahas. Bought many things man.. clothes, shoes, bag.. haha. Many sia.. Well spend mostly half of the day there. We spent almost 1000 RM i guess. OMG. The shops r juz amazing, we went to tesco and jusco! haha. ITs humungous.. SERIOUSLY. Well but dinner was a disappointment. THE FOOD WAS HORRIBLE. kay shant elaborate much bout that. Gonna turn in soon. NIGHTS.

i juz dun get adults..

2009-05-08T07:39:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, adults words r so difficult to understand.. haizz... sometimes i wish i were an adult, so that i could understand them.. UHHHHH.. STUPID. there're many limitations to being a teenager.. u cant do this or that..

fun..

2009-05-02T08:27:00.000-07:00

Today abigail, zi en and angeline came to my house to study. well can say study larh. xD well abby went off first as she had piano lessons. hmm taking piano seems busy. But i still regretted quiting! nooooo! Kay nvm. Anyways today was fun. did half learning and half playing. haha. kay la nth else bb! study hard! (=

one week alr.

2009-05-01T12:53:00.000-07:00

Wow its been a week since i blogged. Anyway nth much these days except studying! well gotta concentrate now, muz score well this year! even if i didnt i'll know that if i put in my best i'll succeed. Well, ltr after lunch gonna study! then tmr have a study date at my house wif angeline zi en and abigail. Well, gonna have breaks in between. we'll discipline ouselves! xD hope tmr's successful. Jiayous everyone ! study hard! (=

YESSSS!!!!

2009-04-24T01:27:00.000-07:00

YESSSSS!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SILVERRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS MY BEST BD PRESENT EVER! OMGOMGOMG.. I JUZ CANT BELIEVE IT.. ALL THE HARD WORK ALL DIDNT GO TO WASTE! YES WE DID IT! (= LIYANA U R THE GREATEST CHAIRPERSON EVER! GD LUCK FOR UR O'LEVELS! JY! IM JUZ SPEECHLESSS..... THIS IS THE BEST DREAM EVER......

Ahhh!

2009-04-20T03:53:00.001-07:00

2 more days to SYF! Ahhh today ms g juz had to say things that is sooooo... Made me cry.. She kept saying we should withdraw. Come on! Come on! we've come sooo far.. i know she said that because she knows that us competing in the competition will juz kill us all.. But .... ahhhh... my heart cant hurt more now. I know ms g is really having a hard time, i can feel her pain. We have certainly let her down. Im sry ms g.. I really am. I sry im such a loser. I wish i can talk to u personally i really want to. But i know thats impossible. U do now know how much i want to learn from u! Especially when u ask us to interprete the words of the set piece. I wanted to tell u the meaning of the song, i wanted to sing for u.. Im happy u did felt it.. Im really at a loss..

haiz.

2009-04-14T07:38:00.000-07:00

8 MORE DAYS TO SYF! can it get any faster? haiz. This year's birthday will be one of the worst. One day before it is SYF, then next day got mock exam. N four days after my birthday is EL paper, and the next day is MT paper. can it get any worse? Now im so concentrating on SYF that i barely studied. I've been coming home late, then tired, no mood and too tired to study, the most finish up my hw . N also got loadds of hw, by the time 10.30 plus. wash up pack bag 11 plus alr. But these few days even worse, been sleeping 11.30-12. Stupid. Couldnt wake up today. Woke up 10 min late. Rushed like hell for choir. So the condition for choir now is haizz dun wana say. But i felt bad for sth, i didnt sing as well as i should and wanted to, i guess i was too tensed up and nervous, i may be too complacent, or i was juz wanting to sing my best that i tried too hard and spoiled my voice. ARGHH. this is infuriating. Tmr we gonna have a full rehearsal. With ms g, OMG she's gonna show us the video of our performance during assembly. Damn, i knew i totally disgraced myself. Everyone said Mei Juan was gd. Well she is i guess. Haizz, im utterly disappointed wif myself today. But nvm, i shall change and improve on it! No more such singing from today onwards! It was really superbly horrible. Anyways, the choir was like inconsistent. Well i juz hope they do it. Juz i really really hope. Come on choir! We can do it! I know if we really did put in our effort we could do it! Haizz, Liyana talked about the number of absentees, well, dunno for what reason they couldnt come, ahh she said she had no time for that. I juz really hope the choir could juz cooperate and put in their best.. )= Haizz. Another thing i know that ms g is really disappointed wif us, our attitude, i guess in her long years of teaching in WRSS CHOIR, she has nv seen such horrible attitude. NO OFFENCE. But she said our quality was better so did the teachers, but we were juz lazy. Thats always the case, like my sis, she is not the intelligent type but she is diligent and hardworking, and in the end, she could pass her 0'levels wif flying colours. While for my brother, HE HAS THE BRAINS, but is juz lazy. Well this world there r many kinds of people and their attitude. N now my life has such a gd example. Well for me im half of my sis and half of my bro i guess. Well, linking this back to choir, its the same concept. Haizz.

The words u said, i juz couldnt believe, i tried my best to keep telling myself that i love u. Over and over again, but do i still love u inthe end? Did my decision of giving us another chance right? Im afraid in the end, i'll juz stab u wif a knife piercing right through ur heart. IM SRY if i had to say this. Should we continue like this? Should i keep trying to convince myself the i still love u? Should i give u some more time to win and capture my heart? OR should i juz end everything now or either of us will get terrible hurt. this decision is really difficult to make.